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...and addicted to the knife, she needs a little help with the agony.

The Love Letter

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 2:48 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I really don't. I found out today that the highest grade I have is a 39%. The lowest is a 24%. JOY. Talking to my professors turned out to be depressing to the point of suicidal thoughts. I am on academic probation, here, and there's not a fucking chance I'll be able to bring these grades up NOW, not even if I do every available extra credit assignment coming up, not even if I sleep with the professors. Ha, ha, ha. I have no sense of humor anymore.

So yeah. My mother's insane; she thinks going up to Financial Aid and DEMANDING that I be taken off of probation because it is now officially THEIR fault I'm failing due to lack of financial aid (I've fucking tried my best, at least she sees that, right? Sigh) is going to work. Yeah, right. It's just going to add insult to injury.

And then I drop out, I lose my health insurance and either succeed without formal education (I'm beginning to believe it's strongly overrated) or lose my mind completely without the medication I need to keep my mind on-kilter. OH BOY, BRING ON THE ROSES.

At least the last weekend was okay. It kept me sane. I guess.

Fuck, man.
Check please.

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  • Interests: Photography, art, music, meteorology
  • Favourite movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Pink Floyd & Dr. Steel
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy metal, classic rock
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Clare Bell
  • Favourite photographer: Warren Faidley
  • Favourite style of art: Anthro/Photography of Anything
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: Seashells.
  • Wallpaper of choice: The skins of the damned.
  • Skin of choice: How about yours? Come here...
  • Favourite game: Left4Dead
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: ...mine.
  • Personal Quote: "You're real!" "....duh."
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, intellect

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thanks for the fav:D

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RATHA D8< I found joo 8D

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I absolutely adore your icon! Cheers!
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^^

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Love your avatar. Graaaaaaaaveerrroooobbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer <3
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^^ Thank you.

I haz random Repo art through my gallery... including the Epic Adventures of Tori and Terrance, aka photos from on hell of a party... XD

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Thank you for the favorite.

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